It's been quite a while since I've updated. Life has just been crazy busy. Colten will be 21 months old in 2 days. I can't believe that in just 3 short months I will be the mother of a 2 year old. I feel exhausted just thinking about it! I'm just so grateful that I am able to call myself "a mother." It's a title that I wear proudly. Messy hair, drool stained shirts, dark circles under my eyes, mismatched clothes. I don't ever have enough time for myself or anything else that isn't Colten, but that's okay. He is my life. My entire world. I have times that I get frustrated, angry, and I just cry. There are times that I doubt myself. There are times that I feel so overwhelmed. I want to be the perfect mother and wife, but I'm not. I have my flaws. Flaws that I'm trying to work on but it's so hard! I love my son more than anyone has ever loved their baby. I have a passion for that little blue eyed boy that would make the stars bow in shame. If I accomplish nothing else in life, I have accomplished one thing. I am the mother to the greatest little boy who will ever live. And any good mother thinks that about her child!

I have so many things that I want to accomplish. I have so many things that I want to be! I just pray that I'm able to acheive my full potential. I just don't feel I'm anywhere close and I'm struggling to find the inspiration. I just feel so lost lately. Pray for me, please.

Colten's latest favorite thing to do is POSE FOR PICTURES! He loves to say "CHEEESE."